May 22, 2019 was the death of my best friend. I still do not understand how it happened or why. I have been leaving flowers on your grave to show that I still care. I can’t bring back what’s taken from me. I reach to the sky and call out your name. Maybe in another life I could find you there. Pulled away before your time. I can’t deal, it’s so unfair. It is hard to walk away. It is so much easier to just pretend that none of this is real. This is the first time I have lost a best friend forever for unknown reasons.
Like a phoenix I will rise from the ashes. It makes the best friends I have worth even more to me then ever.